blurry.

[or_so_i_think]

i close the door now
between them and me
i drown myself in these waves of sound
myself alone, i have now found

the fraying wires
responsible for the blurring television screens
these fraying connections
crackle crackle

my heart beats with the waves
it does not know what else to do
for it is beating alone

it is all my doing, it is all my fault
it is all self inflicted, to that i am addicted
i never fail to help connections fray
i am a stray

all is blurry