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[opiate_raven]

so what the fuck was i supposed to think? how was i supposed to feel? i wasnt letting it get the best of me or so i thought. i thought i was playing it cool. he was the one calling me all the time. he was the one telling me all those things. he was the one looking at me the way he did.

*breathe*

i wish i wasnt so bad before he came along...