what a beautiful day!
its nice and cool, not too hot (and the german in me hates the heat), a little cloudy and overcast, but what better weather to exprss my own confusion, dissapointment, and overall lack of strangth of character.
i fell for a boy, and his ex is still in love with him, and she is one of my best friends.
im quite overwhelmed at my own complete selfishness.
tonight i get up on stage and preach redemption, and i have no idea if i can do it. honest moral dilemma. i dont think i can seriously get up on stage knowing whats going on and talk anout Jesus' sacrifice.
please, please, anyone who reads this, it doesnt matter if you're a Christian, but please, pray for me tonight. i think i'll need it.
i fell for a boy, and his ex is still in love with him, and she is one of my best friends.
im quite overwhelmed at my own complete selfishness.
tonight i get up on stage and preach redemption, and i have no idea if i can do it. honest moral dilemma. i dont think i can seriously get up on stage knowing whats going on and talk anout Jesus' sacrifice.
please, please, anyone who reads this, it doesnt matter if you're a Christian, but please, pray for me tonight. i think i'll need it.