Jul 29, 2010 22:35
It`s so quiet now. I don`t have anything I need to do or anywhere I need to go. I don`t have to show anyone around or go touristing or help buy omiyage for people. I don`t have to think of good Japanese restaurants to go to or famous things to show off or inform about. I don`t have anything to do, actually, and I suppose I`m a little saddened and bored in measures that seem to change hourly.
Time went by so fast with Matt and suddenly it has slowed down to a crawl because I`m on my own again and it`s like I`m just waiting until I have to go to Hiroshima for my university program and then waiting to go back to America. All this waiting. I feel like I am waiting for my life to start again. I`m still in this hallway waiting for a new door to open not knowing where that will be or where it will lead me to.
I really need to get off this melancholy kick.
Well, X Japan Yokohama tickets will go on sale soon and if I can get my grubby paws on one of those then I will be a happy, happy otaku.
x japan,
hiroshima,
travel,
scholarship,
japan,
uni,
future,
friends