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I dont have time to do anything I actually want to do. I dont want to hang out with my boyfriend which is something that shoudnt happen at a period of a bit past two months. Honeymoon is supposed to last for three, and if it doesnt, its doomed to fail from the start. I want to draw, read, or run. I have to study, study, or, read with the intention to study. Being a student drains the spirit. At this point I'm asking myself, why bother? I'm even stressed out in my dreams.
Fuck this, I'm going to start attending lectures on a daily basis, only to have a period of an hour and a half during which I can burry my nose in a book.
Goals to accomplish by the end of the semester:
To dissapear.
"Dont hold it against me, 'cause I know you're lying too"
Fuck this, I'm going to start attending lectures on a daily basis, only to have a period of an hour and a half during which I can burry my nose in a book.
Goals to accomplish by the end of the semester:
To dissapear.
"Dont hold it against me, 'cause I know you're lying too"