Girl Interrupted

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I woke up around 7:45 this morning and got into the shower around 7:55. I was tardy, again, just as soon as I walked in the 2nd bell rang. I really hate school. I've never had so much hatred for it before. I used to love it. Anywho, lately I've been saying out loud how much I hated my school and how I'm going to burn it down someday. I'm so bitter, it's like I'm already dead. During my 3rd hour class, I remembered how happy and outgoing I used to be back in 7th grade. I remembered how shocked my friends were when they found out I was depressed. It's hard for me just to smile. I'm so unhappy with myself, yet in a way I think myself of being superior. I find myself speaking to myself a lot. I have all these ideas, emotions, and actions I need to release but it's like I don't know how to release it. It all comes out as junk.
We got out at noon today. Thea, Jenna, and I went to McDonalds in St. J. Yeah, I still feel fat from those 2 McChicken sandwiches. Afterwards, I went over to Jenna's to watch GIRL INTERRUPTED. It's funny how I can relate to that movie. It touched me though as cheesy as that sounds. The movie definately brought memories of Lanna being in that psychward or mental facility. Eh...yeah. Ah, fuck this. I'll post later.
Love,
Lanna

Oh yeah, we played Jepordy in Stade's class today. It was GIRLS vs. BOYS. Hmmm, GIRLS PWNED THE BOYS. Truly, every team that I am on always wins. I'm too overly competitive. ;\