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I would have loved to have you have me and have committed to me. When you said, 'you're a stunning woman and of course I would love to be with you. I just don't want to regret it.' I didn't want you to regret it either. My heart tore in so many pieces. I wish you didn't just walk away from me off the jump. I wish I had the chance to be happy with you. I wish I had the chance to be loved by you. I wish I had the chance to be the apple of your eye. I really wanted to be your best friend. I promise I did, but nothing could be worse than you ghosting me, you ignoring me or not making an effort for me.