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so people...i am having a not so good day....
i feel like my life is useless..and that everyone else is having so much more fun than i am! like i am just a visitor who has to work and go to school while everyone else makes something of themselves and has a wonderful life...speaking of a wonderful life...i wish that i could be that guy in that movie because i would really like to know what life would be like if i wasnt alive...i want to know if peoples lives would be really that different...i think peoples lives MIGHT be a little better...but who knows...another thing that is making me want to throw myself in front of traffic is the fact that i feel like i dont have a say, or that i am too fucking chicken to do anything...people have been telling me to just SPEAK UP! yea well what if i did!?? i would be named the bad person in the situation which i dont think that i am...i feel like i dont have any choices in anything...i feel like that my life is revolved around what is happening around me and not what things i make happen...its not like i dont TRY to make things happen...its just that no one listens to me or i am just chicken shit!! i need to learn to open my FUCKING mouth!!!
honestly, i just want to go home..i want to hangout with my sister and my bests and just hangout! i feel like the city isnt that great...especially over the summer...YA KNOW WHY?!?!?! because there is NO ONE HERE!!! everyone that is here have a lot of shit to do with their lives...which goes back to everyone doing shit with their lives and i am just here....this is why i dont have fun with life...
will ferrell is funny...so is ANT..i was laughing so hard watching him today...oh so is dane cook!!!!!
so i want to do voice things for movies and tv and cartoons....if you think that this is a good idea...let me know!! and if its not...THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP I WILL DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...i need to get off birth control...
PEACE!
i feel like my life is useless..and that everyone else is having so much more fun than i am! like i am just a visitor who has to work and go to school while everyone else makes something of themselves and has a wonderful life...speaking of a wonderful life...i wish that i could be that guy in that movie because i would really like to know what life would be like if i wasnt alive...i want to know if peoples lives would be really that different...i think peoples lives MIGHT be a little better...but who knows...another thing that is making me want to throw myself in front of traffic is the fact that i feel like i dont have a say, or that i am too fucking chicken to do anything...people have been telling me to just SPEAK UP! yea well what if i did!?? i would be named the bad person in the situation which i dont think that i am...i feel like i dont have any choices in anything...i feel like that my life is revolved around what is happening around me and not what things i make happen...its not like i dont TRY to make things happen...its just that no one listens to me or i am just chicken shit!! i need to learn to open my FUCKING mouth!!!
honestly, i just want to go home..i want to hangout with my sister and my bests and just hangout! i feel like the city isnt that great...especially over the summer...YA KNOW WHY?!?!?! because there is NO ONE HERE!!! everyone that is here have a lot of shit to do with their lives...which goes back to everyone doing shit with their lives and i am just here....this is why i dont have fun with life...
will ferrell is funny...so is ANT..i was laughing so hard watching him today...oh so is dane cook!!!!!
so i want to do voice things for movies and tv and cartoons....if you think that this is a good idea...let me know!! and if its not...THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP I WILL DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...i need to get off birth control...
PEACE!