Wedding Dreams - Part One
Being engaged is both fun and exhausting.
Exhausting mostly due to wedding dreams that have been plaguing my sleep since nearly Day 1.
The first one involved the nightmare that is "delegating". The dream began with my bridesmaid telling me that she can't find my dress. Staying calm, I go looking for myself and start unzipping dress bag after dress bag. All bridesmaid dresses, no bridal gown. So I go look in the the other room (which happens to be my gym teacher's office at School #1). When I unzip the dress bag it is a completely wrong dress. In the dream the wedding was in a half hour and I was going to have to wear someone else's dress. I begin to panic in the dream and wake up quite literally hyperventilating.
The next day I had a wedding dream that resulted with me waking up crying. Can't remember what the details were exactly, but I'm pretty sure it had something to do with having no control over details.
The other night I dreamed that I was waiting at the back of church. I could hear music playing, but it wasn't anything I picked out. My reaction was -oh well, too late to worry about that now, they must have a good reason for choosing something else-. Then my mom and dad come to walk me down the aisle and I think "weird. I thought Mom was going to seated first and Dad was walking me - oh well, too late to change it." I look around for my wedding planner, who is nowhere to be found. I think "Weird. She must be dealing with something else." We walk down the aisle and Matchu is at the front and he waves at me as my parents take me past him and into a side room. As I'm trying to figure out what's going on, my cousin is being taken down the aisle. She too, comes into the side room and takes a crown off a shelf and proceeds to have a regal procession, complete with streamers and batons, and trumpets. My dad says, "where's your crown? It's your turn?" I say, "I don't have one". Then I wake up. Weird.
There has been only 1 night since the engagement that I have not dreamed about the wedding. Some dreams are simply dreams. A few nightmares. Bah.
We have the venue, the church and now a wedding planner. Next step: photographers.
Time for bed...
Exhausting mostly due to wedding dreams that have been plaguing my sleep since nearly Day 1.
The first one involved the nightmare that is "delegating". The dream began with my bridesmaid telling me that she can't find my dress. Staying calm, I go looking for myself and start unzipping dress bag after dress bag. All bridesmaid dresses, no bridal gown. So I go look in the the other room (which happens to be my gym teacher's office at School #1). When I unzip the dress bag it is a completely wrong dress. In the dream the wedding was in a half hour and I was going to have to wear someone else's dress. I begin to panic in the dream and wake up quite literally hyperventilating.
The next day I had a wedding dream that resulted with me waking up crying. Can't remember what the details were exactly, but I'm pretty sure it had something to do with having no control over details.
The other night I dreamed that I was waiting at the back of church. I could hear music playing, but it wasn't anything I picked out. My reaction was -oh well, too late to worry about that now, they must have a good reason for choosing something else-. Then my mom and dad come to walk me down the aisle and I think "weird. I thought Mom was going to seated first and Dad was walking me - oh well, too late to change it." I look around for my wedding planner, who is nowhere to be found. I think "Weird. She must be dealing with something else." We walk down the aisle and Matchu is at the front and he waves at me as my parents take me past him and into a side room. As I'm trying to figure out what's going on, my cousin is being taken down the aisle. She too, comes into the side room and takes a crown off a shelf and proceeds to have a regal procession, complete with streamers and batons, and trumpets. My dad says, "where's your crown? It's your turn?" I say, "I don't have one". Then I wake up. Weird.
There has been only 1 night since the engagement that I have not dreamed about the wedding. Some dreams are simply dreams. A few nightmares. Bah.
We have the venue, the church and now a wedding planner. Next step: photographers.
Time for bed...