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Tomorrow's the hearing. My limbs felt like lead today at work; it was rainy, so we didn't walk. I got so much work done, had my headphones in all day and laughed out loud several times at the Comedy and Everything Else podcasts. If you like podcasts, topical, funny, irreverent, check it out. I went out tonight with a good friend at a nice place and had expensive bites to eat and 2 glasses of wine. Now I'm on the sofa, in my jammies. I'm ready.
A recruiter called me Monday, yay. Even if this current opening doesn't work out, I have a contact now and know that eventually I'll get something good. Really pleased how all that worked out.
I've done a yoga practice twice at home that was also a Metta meditation. So relevant and wonderful. Super hard practice too.
I'm looking forward to the hearing being over, going through whatever comes up and then exhaling and being able to put it behind me again. Of course I'm wondering what will come up, emotionally, am anxious that the face I saw for a few seconds and worked so hard to put behind me, I'll be sitting with for at least an hour, a real live human being who beat the shit out of me... while describing over and over what happened...but I know I can get through it, whatever it is. The trial will be way down the road. I'll find me again...
A recruiter called me Monday, yay. Even if this current opening doesn't work out, I have a contact now and know that eventually I'll get something good. Really pleased how all that worked out.
I've done a yoga practice twice at home that was also a Metta meditation. So relevant and wonderful. Super hard practice too.
I'm looking forward to the hearing being over, going through whatever comes up and then exhaling and being able to put it behind me again. Of course I'm wondering what will come up, emotionally, am anxious that the face I saw for a few seconds and worked so hard to put behind me, I'll be sitting with for at least an hour, a real live human being who beat the shit out of me... while describing over and over what happened...but I know I can get through it, whatever it is. The trial will be way down the road. I'll find me again...