Irritation
Maybe this is just some of my mother coming out in me but I feel dirty for some of the things I let happen around me. I hate this but I can't talk about it because that would be mean. I just don't want to hear about it anymore. I want to hide my head and pretend it isn't there because I'm done talking about it....it gets me nowhere. I see myself as the only one with enough courage to confront it but when I try to get help on the issue it does me no good.