funny....
isn't it funny how you say shit (such as my last entry) that you don't really mean. something that you know you probably shouldn't have done, but wouldn't change it for the world. i wouldn't give anything not to be where i am right now in life. i am willing to take the risk of getting hurt once again, in order to be with my baby, b/c i love him more than anything. he's perfect for me and i wouldn't want to trade him for anything (except maybe tim mcgraw, but it's ok he knows that ;)). matt is just what i want right now and i love him. i don't care what my friends or anyone think, they should just want me to be happy, and i am very happy :). anyone who calls me at 1 in the morning (when they know i am bitchy when i get waken up) b/c he is concerned and can't concentrate, must love me a little bit :). love ya baby!