crying
i don't think that i should have read something that i just read, it makes me feel so much more different about myself and the person that i thought i meant everything to. i'm hurt and i don't know how to fix it. and now to make things worse, i think everyone is right. i knew that i should have listened to all of my friends and not been stupid and done this to myself. i want it to go away! i want to go back in time and never had to read it, that way i would just be totally clueless about everything, just like i use to be.
HURTING LIKE I FELT THAT ONE TIME WHEN I LOST THE BEST THING I THOUGHT I EVER HAD. CONFUSED AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE.
why do i do stupid shit that everyone tells me i should be careful of??? why i am so fucking stupid??? i hate myself right now!
HURTING LIKE I FELT THAT ONE TIME WHEN I LOST THE BEST THING I THOUGHT I EVER HAD. CONFUSED AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE.
why do i do stupid shit that everyone tells me i should be careful of??? why i am so fucking stupid??? i hate myself right now!