Mar 26, 2004 17:42
Survivor's guilt and good news. we read Night by Elie Wiesel in my english class and watched a really depressing video on Holocaust survivors. I wasn't even alive, and I feel guilty for having life now. Man is a stupid creature. Off that depressing note, I will be at ONU May 13-15 for regional Celebrate life. I know most of you will be gone, but I know that some of you are planning on still being there. Robbie is going to be my "sponsor", meaning she gets to drive medown and hang out with you College people. I will too, but I do want you guys to come hear me sing. I'm most likely doing Flower in the Rain by Jaci Valesquez. Hopefully I can learn the dynamics by then. My spring break starts exactly one week from today. I have no plans other than getting my wisdom teeth yanked.
My youth group has been planning on doing a 30 hour famine. We couldn't do it on the national date because we wouldn't have time to prepare for it, so we waited. Sunday, our sunday school teacher told us that we were going to be doing it tomorrow. I was sick Mon. and Tues (I was puking Berta, so DON"T SAY ANYTHING!!!), so I couldn't get any money for it. It is now Friday, and I still have no money because everyone I know is poor. Now, I'm most likely not going to do it. My youth leader and S.S. teacher won't do anything together, and it's annoying me. I always seem to end up in the middle.
Chris, my youth leader, has a hard time keeping secrets. She's always telling me that I can tell her anthing. YEAH RIGHT!!!! I don't trust easily; I never have, so I know that if I tell her anything, it will be around the church in meer days. How's that for trustworthy? I know I can't talk to my S.S. teacher (last thing I told her was spread quickly). Life sucks worse than boys (No offense guys!). I hope to see you guys soon! (That was a hint!!) Hopefully i have partial blue hair (not total because I'm not that daring) by then if Aliz doesn't come soon!!!!