Sep 26, 2003 23:17
yay its the weekend, finally. i had the longest/most exhausting day of work in my life. i am sadened that sami will be movin soon, not outta reach just probably further away. it wouldnt matter how far she moved, cuz i'd stop my life to see her, she makes my day, everyday. jared called me tonight and we talked about shit, hes goin to brecksvilles homecoming with "CJ". hes been sick and grounded l8ly so its good to hear from him. i've contemplated y i have had my depression, and i have decided its due to 2 reasons. first i have to leave the shit from work at work. secondly i have to open up and realize that all new ppl to me are not lookin for reasons to tear me down, cuz ppl, like che, r lookin to make the best of the worst. so i can help my little dilluted self after all.lol. well im gonna go and wait for sami to call me when she gets off work. i love ya sami.