So perfect....
I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away,
it's still a mystery to me
Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
The lying,
The bleeding,
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
The beatings
It's over
Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face
And the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing
Everything to you is nothing
Well you're so filthy
I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
Well I'm so ugly
You're better off without me
And I'm better off alone
The lying,
The bleeding,
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
The beatings
It's over
As wicked as you are,
You're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star
You're my perfect disease
The lying,
The bleeding,
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
The beatings
It's over
Disaster
The lying,
The bleeding,
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
The beatings
It's over
Disaster
It's over now...
He's having a kid with the girl he's with now.... as far as I know, they've been together since I split two years ago. I feel so fucking sorry for both her and that baby. Maybe having a kid will wake him up, maybe he'll hit the baby like he used to hit me... who knows. All I know, is that he shouldn't be allowed near children at all with the way he drinks and with his temper. Once an abusive alcoholic always an abusive alcoholic.... I dare him to prove me wrong.
And yes, this was meant to be a public post.
I hope to god he reads this... maybe it'll snap him out of being a douche bag.