Blinded by the light

Oct 06, 2004 15:34

Jesus christ, it's bright in here... I just woke up. I can already tell that the rest of this week is going to be lonely... aaarrgh.

Boff is moving back to Naples on Friday... so that means the only time I'll get to see him is when they play shows and I can actually go. I'm going to miss our late night conversations of what was, what could have been, and what the future may bring. It's always depressing when you lose a really good friend. At least I'll have some company with Luke tomorrow, after school. He never fails to brighten my day... and I do believe he's the best therapist I've ever had. Amazing, he's the only one who a.) hasn't told me I'm 'depressed', and b.) I haven't had to pay.

All that really matters to me today is my friends.

I'm not letting the continuing bullshit from Eddie bring me down, I'm not going to let my mother piss me off, and I'm not going to shit a brick and fret about moving out... at least, not today. Today is a day in which I'm going to spend time with my friends, and just enjoy being me... something I haven't been able to do in a long time.

And now, the time has come to smoke a cigarette, eat some combos, and find something cold to drink.

Ciao.
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