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wow so much to update on.
well as of now it is Christmas Eve. Merry Christmas Eve everyone. i just got home froma busy day at hollister. it was hectic but mmmm cute guys do make the time pass. anyways, ive been pretty down lately coz my life is going no where. im dead broke. im glad we didn't secret santa this year but it still felt weird not giving other people that you usually give gifts to not give gifts to, yah kno. well with my oh soo little cash im just buying for the immediate family. my friends can wait, i think it would be a sad day if there weren't any gifts to be shared.
i miss him a lot, i been thinking about stuff we can do when he gets back, and stuff we couldve done. like go see the tree lighting at rockafeller center, go ice skating, go to the beach when its cold,lol, and a bunch of movies we couldve seen. he was supose to be home last weeks but plans changed i guess. i can wait, time seems to be going by pretty fast actually. im really half half about time. i don't want it to go by fast coz i wanna savor the moment i have with my friends before we all move to different states, but i want it to move fast so my bf can come home.
schools been stressing me, im just not feeling the way i expected to be feeling. i always wanted to be a nurse, a pediatric nurse and take care of sick kids all around the world, but as of now i just don't feel the push, i regret doing what i did this past semester, i hope things can change.
my dog is driving me nuts, im definitely a cat person. ima just have to tough it out with him and love him, but it still sucks, its hard. lol.
my life is at a standstill, and it depresses me.
++ personality is above action, or action above personality?
well as of now it is Christmas Eve. Merry Christmas Eve everyone. i just got home froma busy day at hollister. it was hectic but mmmm cute guys do make the time pass. anyways, ive been pretty down lately coz my life is going no where. im dead broke. im glad we didn't secret santa this year but it still felt weird not giving other people that you usually give gifts to not give gifts to, yah kno. well with my oh soo little cash im just buying for the immediate family. my friends can wait, i think it would be a sad day if there weren't any gifts to be shared.
i miss him a lot, i been thinking about stuff we can do when he gets back, and stuff we couldve done. like go see the tree lighting at rockafeller center, go ice skating, go to the beach when its cold,lol, and a bunch of movies we couldve seen. he was supose to be home last weeks but plans changed i guess. i can wait, time seems to be going by pretty fast actually. im really half half about time. i don't want it to go by fast coz i wanna savor the moment i have with my friends before we all move to different states, but i want it to move fast so my bf can come home.
schools been stressing me, im just not feeling the way i expected to be feeling. i always wanted to be a nurse, a pediatric nurse and take care of sick kids all around the world, but as of now i just don't feel the push, i regret doing what i did this past semester, i hope things can change.
my dog is driving me nuts, im definitely a cat person. ima just have to tough it out with him and love him, but it still sucks, its hard. lol.
my life is at a standstill, and it depresses me.
++ personality is above action, or action above personality?