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The 'Deep Stuff'
1. Do you think you were raised well?
I'd say my parents did fairly well. I'm decently well balanced and socially adapted.
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
well, yes, but it involves another person so they know.
3. How do you handle stress?
not well. I get really frazzled and strung out, but I always get things taken care of.
4. How would you spend your last day alive?
I'd go somewhere I'd always wanted to go but never got to and take the peoples i care the most about with me
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscious?
I've been told I wear my feelings out in the open. You have to know me well enough to see it though. I have this tendency to not let guilt get to me. if it deserves guilt, I'll usually deal with it and go to the person and beg forgiveness. but I can hide things. I just push them back in my mind and accept they're done and nothing can be done about it.
6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other which one would you pick?
True Love.
10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know about?
a lot of things that will not get mentioned here. they're not necessarily that bad, but the parentals would strongly disapprove and die of a heart attack
The 'Love Stuff'
1. Do you think you know the meaning of true love?
true love is not necessarily the same for every person. I believe people experience love in different ways, so there is not a solid definition of true love. but it is a lot about choosing to love a person and putting the work into the love to keep it going and take it beyond just a warm fuzzy emotion. its about the other person more so than yourself.
2. The last time you kissed someone...was it someone you see yourself with?
Yes.
3. Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
no matter what, being willing to work to not let it fall apart. in order to do that you need honesty, openness, understanding, and a certain level of compatibility or else it just won't matter what you do to try
.
4. Are you the one who talks about everything?
I'm too closed up. I talk about a lot of stuff adn run my mouth, but not so much with things that matter unless I have to
5. Your most recent ex... r u guys still friends?
not exactly. I would like to still be friends, but currently there's too many left over feelings for it to work as just a friendship. so maybe later
6. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
I wouldn't let their opinion be the final deciding factor. My parents know me well enough that if they didn't like the person I was dating, I would seriously consider the reasons why they didn't like him. If I realized they had a valid point, then, maybe, yes. but not just because they didn't like him.
7. Do you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
you mean going back to an ex or what? cause I can see myself with Ryan and i'm leaving it there.
'This or That Stuff'
1. Die in a fire or drown?
fire. i have a wierd fear of drowning
2. Be with someone cute and a jerk or ugly and kind?
cute kind guy (: but I don't like jerks, even if they're cute
3. Eat fried worms or chocolate ants?
chocolate ants would be yummy
5. If your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like your best friend and told you to be with them or your best friend, who would you choose?
I'm not that easily manipulated. If they tried to make me choose between them and my friends, they can just go fuck themselves. thats controlling and a potential sign of an abuser
6. Would you rather be ditched or ditch someone?
I don't like either. I hate to hurt someone else, and I hate to be hurt myself, but i always seem to be the ditcher in the end
7. Kids then marriage or marriage then kids?
marriage first.
8. If you had to choose between being blind or deaf which would you pick?
I would hate to not be able to see. I love colors too much. I would also hate to give up music and sounds. In the end, I think i might rather be blind.
9. Would you rather live in a tiny apartment with 5 other people or a huge house that you thought was haunted?
hauntedness would be awesome. it could be a lot of fun with five other people in tiny apartment, but I need my own space or else I lose my mind, so I could only do that for a little while. long term, i'd take the haunted house
The 'RANDOM stuff'
1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
I have my normal people that I hang out with, but I do love making new friends and hanging out with them
4. Do you see yourself as a "good" person?
in general
5. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
not replaced. life sometimes takes you different directions so you end up finding new best friends, but its not a replacement, merely a change
6. Name 5 people *not family* that you can tell ANYTHING to:
I pretty much don't tell everything to anyone. but cynthia's up there and probably ryan. but I dont even tell both of them everything
7. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
I like other people's houses. im too messy to let other people stay in my space
8. HONESTLY- Have you ever wanted to watch a scary movie with someone JUST to have an excuse to be close to them?
not that I know of...
9. Is your family the.. "eat dinner at the table" type.. or the.. "get your food and eat wherever you want type."?
I happen to like family supper time. im very traditional
10. Have you ever hooked up with one of your ex's best friends?
define hooking up. but yes, I think I have
'Some other stuff'
1. Are you in a relationship with anyone?
Yes.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 months?
Yes.
3. Who was the last friend you were chillin with?
cynthia
4. Miss someone?
i miss my ryan. i'd miss the family more except I wouldn't be seeing them right now anyways
5. How's your ex doing? Do you care?
most recent? he's doing fairly well I think. he seems happy. I do care, but i'd rather not
6. Is there someone you want to fight?
i prefer not fighting
7. Are you loyal?
i try to be
8. Song playing?
"Begin" by the wailin' jennys
9. What are you doing today?
i've already been to class. later i'll eat and go swimming and just relax
10. What are you excited for?
seeing ryan this weekend (:
11. What's annoying you right now?
the roommate using my stuff. but she's not using it right now b/c she's not here
12. What does the 12th message in your inbox say?
merry christmas. boo to carrie
15. Would you prefer someone who is romantic or spontaneous?
its difficult to properly separate the two.
16. Are you tired?
not as much as i was, but a little bit
17. If somebody liked you right now, what would be a cool way for them to tell you?
they could just tell me, but sorry, i'm not interested, i've already got a man
18. What kind of socks do you have on?
white ones. sadly i'm not wearing any colorful knee socks right now
19. what color shirt are you wearing?
green ag shirt with a black frap house hoodie
20. What will you do Saturday?
snuggle with my ryan all day (:
23. does your family own any mansions?
pssh thats absurd
25. Where were you at noon today?
on the road from the post office to class
26. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
I can get ready in ten minutes or much longer
30. Do you like books?
i adore reading, i just dont get to very much
31. Do you wish at 11:11?
i never notice that time
32. Do you wear any jewelry?
lots. my 3 ear cartilages i never take the jewelry out. the belly button and nipple ring change occasionally but not much. my nose ring alternates b/t the white one, the purple one, or the retainer at work. i always wear some kind of necklace. my two pairs of ear lobe piercings change,though the second one is usually just a plain stud and the bottom one gets all my fun exotic earrings. typically i wear two rings per hand but they change up a bit.
33. Do you clean up nice?
i think i do.
34. Do you have any piercings? How many?
yes, 10
35. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping
36. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
i'm not sure. blondie sitting in the middle of the aisle at class so i would pet her probably
37. What is your favorite kind of gum?
orbit. probably the sweet mint
38. When did you last eat pizza?
at lunch today. matt B's is amazing
39. do you sing in the shower?
when I feel like it yes
40. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
yesh
41. What's your favorite season?
fall or spring. i love both for different reasons
42. Honestly, do you have a friend that you don't like?
if i don't l ike them, they're not really friends, they're just acquantinces i have to spend time with because other people are friends with them
43. What's your favorite breed of dogs?
dacshunds
44. Are you multi-tasking?
no
46. Called anyone a bitch today?
not today
47. Are you someone's best friend?
i like to think so
48. Did you ever date the last person you kissed?
yes we're currently dating
49. What is your natural hair color?
medium lightish brown
50. Do you know a person named jeff?
yes. he's odd
1. Do you think you were raised well?
I'd say my parents did fairly well. I'm decently well balanced and socially adapted.
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
well, yes, but it involves another person so they know.
3. How do you handle stress?
not well. I get really frazzled and strung out, but I always get things taken care of.
4. How would you spend your last day alive?
I'd go somewhere I'd always wanted to go but never got to and take the peoples i care the most about with me
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscious?
I've been told I wear my feelings out in the open. You have to know me well enough to see it though. I have this tendency to not let guilt get to me. if it deserves guilt, I'll usually deal with it and go to the person and beg forgiveness. but I can hide things. I just push them back in my mind and accept they're done and nothing can be done about it.
6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other which one would you pick?
True Love.
10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know about?
a lot of things that will not get mentioned here. they're not necessarily that bad, but the parentals would strongly disapprove and die of a heart attack
The 'Love Stuff'
1. Do you think you know the meaning of true love?
true love is not necessarily the same for every person. I believe people experience love in different ways, so there is not a solid definition of true love. but it is a lot about choosing to love a person and putting the work into the love to keep it going and take it beyond just a warm fuzzy emotion. its about the other person more so than yourself.
2. The last time you kissed someone...was it someone you see yourself with?
Yes.
3. Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
no matter what, being willing to work to not let it fall apart. in order to do that you need honesty, openness, understanding, and a certain level of compatibility or else it just won't matter what you do to try
.
4. Are you the one who talks about everything?
I'm too closed up. I talk about a lot of stuff adn run my mouth, but not so much with things that matter unless I have to
5. Your most recent ex... r u guys still friends?
not exactly. I would like to still be friends, but currently there's too many left over feelings for it to work as just a friendship. so maybe later
6. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
I wouldn't let their opinion be the final deciding factor. My parents know me well enough that if they didn't like the person I was dating, I would seriously consider the reasons why they didn't like him. If I realized they had a valid point, then, maybe, yes. but not just because they didn't like him.
7. Do you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
you mean going back to an ex or what? cause I can see myself with Ryan and i'm leaving it there.
'This or That Stuff'
1. Die in a fire or drown?
fire. i have a wierd fear of drowning
2. Be with someone cute and a jerk or ugly and kind?
cute kind guy (: but I don't like jerks, even if they're cute
3. Eat fried worms or chocolate ants?
chocolate ants would be yummy
5. If your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like your best friend and told you to be with them or your best friend, who would you choose?
I'm not that easily manipulated. If they tried to make me choose between them and my friends, they can just go fuck themselves. thats controlling and a potential sign of an abuser
6. Would you rather be ditched or ditch someone?
I don't like either. I hate to hurt someone else, and I hate to be hurt myself, but i always seem to be the ditcher in the end
7. Kids then marriage or marriage then kids?
marriage first.
8. If you had to choose between being blind or deaf which would you pick?
I would hate to not be able to see. I love colors too much. I would also hate to give up music and sounds. In the end, I think i might rather be blind.
9. Would you rather live in a tiny apartment with 5 other people or a huge house that you thought was haunted?
hauntedness would be awesome. it could be a lot of fun with five other people in tiny apartment, but I need my own space or else I lose my mind, so I could only do that for a little while. long term, i'd take the haunted house
The 'RANDOM stuff'
1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
I have my normal people that I hang out with, but I do love making new friends and hanging out with them
4. Do you see yourself as a "good" person?
in general
5. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
not replaced. life sometimes takes you different directions so you end up finding new best friends, but its not a replacement, merely a change
6. Name 5 people *not family* that you can tell ANYTHING to:
I pretty much don't tell everything to anyone. but cynthia's up there and probably ryan. but I dont even tell both of them everything
7. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
I like other people's houses. im too messy to let other people stay in my space
8. HONESTLY- Have you ever wanted to watch a scary movie with someone JUST to have an excuse to be close to them?
not that I know of...
9. Is your family the.. "eat dinner at the table" type.. or the.. "get your food and eat wherever you want type."?
I happen to like family supper time. im very traditional
10. Have you ever hooked up with one of your ex's best friends?
define hooking up. but yes, I think I have
'Some other stuff'
1. Are you in a relationship with anyone?
Yes.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 months?
Yes.
3. Who was the last friend you were chillin with?
cynthia
4. Miss someone?
i miss my ryan. i'd miss the family more except I wouldn't be seeing them right now anyways
5. How's your ex doing? Do you care?
most recent? he's doing fairly well I think. he seems happy. I do care, but i'd rather not
6. Is there someone you want to fight?
i prefer not fighting
7. Are you loyal?
i try to be
8. Song playing?
"Begin" by the wailin' jennys
9. What are you doing today?
i've already been to class. later i'll eat and go swimming and just relax
10. What are you excited for?
seeing ryan this weekend (:
11. What's annoying you right now?
the roommate using my stuff. but she's not using it right now b/c she's not here
12. What does the 12th message in your inbox say?
merry christmas. boo to carrie
15. Would you prefer someone who is romantic or spontaneous?
its difficult to properly separate the two.
16. Are you tired?
not as much as i was, but a little bit
17. If somebody liked you right now, what would be a cool way for them to tell you?
they could just tell me, but sorry, i'm not interested, i've already got a man
18. What kind of socks do you have on?
white ones. sadly i'm not wearing any colorful knee socks right now
19. what color shirt are you wearing?
green ag shirt with a black frap house hoodie
20. What will you do Saturday?
snuggle with my ryan all day (:
23. does your family own any mansions?
pssh thats absurd
25. Where were you at noon today?
on the road from the post office to class
26. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
I can get ready in ten minutes or much longer
30. Do you like books?
i adore reading, i just dont get to very much
31. Do you wish at 11:11?
i never notice that time
32. Do you wear any jewelry?
lots. my 3 ear cartilages i never take the jewelry out. the belly button and nipple ring change occasionally but not much. my nose ring alternates b/t the white one, the purple one, or the retainer at work. i always wear some kind of necklace. my two pairs of ear lobe piercings change,though the second one is usually just a plain stud and the bottom one gets all my fun exotic earrings. typically i wear two rings per hand but they change up a bit.
33. Do you clean up nice?
i think i do.
34. Do you have any piercings? How many?
yes, 10
35. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping
36. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
i'm not sure. blondie sitting in the middle of the aisle at class so i would pet her probably
37. What is your favorite kind of gum?
orbit. probably the sweet mint
38. When did you last eat pizza?
at lunch today. matt B's is amazing
39. do you sing in the shower?
when I feel like it yes
40. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
yesh
41. What's your favorite season?
fall or spring. i love both for different reasons
42. Honestly, do you have a friend that you don't like?
if i don't l ike them, they're not really friends, they're just acquantinces i have to spend time with because other people are friends with them
43. What's your favorite breed of dogs?
dacshunds
44. Are you multi-tasking?
no
46. Called anyone a bitch today?
not today
47. Are you someone's best friend?
i like to think so
48. Did you ever date the last person you kissed?
yes we're currently dating
49. What is your natural hair color?
medium lightish brown
50. Do you know a person named jeff?
yes. he's odd