Apr 23, 2009 23:49
So here's the real deal on what happened today/tomorrow.
Well, I considered converting to Rastafari. I just kind of felt like it. But then I remembered that I have no blind faith, and belief in any sort of religion has become nearly impossible due to my distrust of society. Plus, it just doesn't make sense.
And then I got to school and people kept rubbing their hands along my jacket and saying how weird it was and how scary it was and how cool it was. And then I hung around with Chelsea, and then went to first period. It was really fucking weird because the weather was SUPER overcast, and like, drizzling, the whole time I was in PE. I mean, mother nature has to be on her fucking period or something, because the other day they predicted it would be THE HOTTEST day EVER here, and now this. What the hell? Shit like that just doesn't happen.
So I went to art, and we did some watercolors and took pictures with Chelsea and talked with Emma and contemplated the nature of lunch money. Then science, where we did math, which was totally out of wack because it's SCIENCE not MATH that she was hired to teach us. Anyways, then Social Studies was as boring as it always is and I was hungry because I forgot to bring lunch because I woke up late because I was tired. I've been going to bed to late lately. I think I'll have to start sleeping more.
Anyways, so I had to buy lunch and then hung around with Chelsea and Justine and took pictures and stuff, and then felt bad for not eating lunch with Gage and Taylor. I kind of feel like I might be abandoning them a little bit.
But the thing is that Gage did it almost the entire beginning of the year with Ella and Pauline, and then Taylor with Julia and Maddie, now don't I get a turn to eat lunch with Chelsea? Then why di I feel bad about it?
This is stupid and petty and doesn't even mean anything. Why am I even writing about this? Stupid.
So then I went to math, and it's all very confusing because I hate math and I can't remember shit from 7th grad (which apparently we're reveiwing) and it's just not a good situation.
Plus, on top of that, My ear's been hurting a bit where I got it pierced recently, so that's not good. I won't take it out though. If I get an infection and a scar, who cares. I'm not going out without a fight! Who stares at your ears anyways?
So last period was ok. It was english and a couple of days ago we had to make up animals (mine was NANERPUS!!!!) and write about them and yeah. It was pretty great, because we were revising and while Dane was reading mine, he was CRACKING UP the entire time, and Mrs. Smith was giving him her evil-jewish-hairy-eyeball look and he almost fell over, adn I was like "What the fuck, I was being serious about that whole goddamn essay. this is no laughing matter, dickwad." Except I didn't really say that, because it's Dane, and that would just be wrong. So, SO wrong.
And we got our discriptive essays back, and Ruthie(!!!!) Smith told me that she LOVED mine.... so that pretty decent.
And I got home and binged some more.
and then I worked on recording a cover of "Wake up Exhausted" by Tegan and Sara. I have this Idea. I thin I'm going to create a little CD/Demo type thing and write a couple songs and cover a couple, but have like, one cover and one demo dedicated to Gage, Taylor, and Chelsea individually. I think that would be pretty great.
Anyways, I had better sleep or something. I'm going to try my hardest to act disgustingly sick tomorrow cuz I don't wanna go to school for some reason, but in case I do have to go, I don't want to be dying from lack of sleep in class.
So. Goodnight.