Mar 29, 2006 20:39
im having a major problem. i have so much studying to do and ive yet to do it. and im not stressing over it. it makes me so anxious and nervous. if you know me on a personal level-youd know why this is not a good thing. if i was prepared for the midterms and tests there wouldnt be anything wrong with the low stress level. however i havent studied AT ALL for my music midterm tomorrow, i glanced through my photography book for maybe 20 minutes, and just STARTED to read the chapters for psychology. why am i impervious to freaing out right now?? i should be throwing hissy fits and temper trantrums, crying wildly, and hurling myself down the stairs at school. im so doomed. the world hates me and i think thats a not a bad thing.
im so out of my mind right now. math is the only acceptable class i want to go to.