hmmmm
so why do the most basic things have to be so complicated...its really annoying like you would think there would be a simple answer for things but there never is. and why in the heck do i suck so bad at emotional control. i know ppl who have amazing control over their emotions and i envy them! i wish i could not care, or care but not react. maybe its maturity, maybe its how we are built. i dont know but i do know that i make a lot of simple things complicated because of it and i personally wish i could not do that! anywho thats my vent for the night.