Love
Love is incredible. It is so facinating to me that a person could be willing to denie all his wants, every instinct inside of him, just so that he can be there for that person. Love is when someone close to you is willing to spend time in the freezing cold, even though there is nothing he can do, simply to let you know he is there for you. Love is getting that phone call of a friend in need and dropping everything so you can support them. Love is watching those tears stream down their face and being willing to do anything to make their pain go away, if even for a moment. Love is when you feel the pain of another person so vividly that you feel their pain almost more than they do. Love is when you are willing to bend over backwards and give up everything, if for nothing else but to see them smile. Love is when everyone tells you to walk away, when nobody believes in what you have, but you stay anyway. Love is when you have every reason to hate them, but you can feel nothing but forgiveness and care. But finally, love is permenent. It never fails to be there when it can, and it never gives up even when it seems like there is no hope.
I am so lucky to have friends that love me and I love in return. It's hard, it's frustrating, and many times painful, but in the end its always worth it. Thank you to the people who are always there for me. I hope that i will always be there for you in return. I want you all to know(you know who you are) that I love you, and if there is anything i can do to be there for you, I will. Many of you are the reason i make it through each day, and continue to try when I feel like there is no hope. I promise that i will do my best to stick by your side for as long as i can, even when it doesn't seem worth it, even when it seems like it couldn't possibly work out, even when i feel like i couldn't possibly bare another moment, i'll be there....thank you
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserveres. Love never fails." I Corithians 13:4-8
With the deepest love for all who have been there,
Josh-i-poo, joshy, milmil, milla, millertime, millavanilla, the incredible hulk, hypersensitive brother with the body of a 50 year old man, Josh Miller, brotha, son, friend,
Josh