_Nobody's Home_
What an odd occurance ... being left alone on a common family holiday. Not sure If Im to be overjoyed or sad. Guess this time would be something of period of reflection. Not that im overly religious or anything but I do tend to think that our actions followthrough with consequences. I dident go to church today ... wanted to. It's usually one of the few times I go to tell all the sins i've amassed between confessionals. Plus its cheaper than going to a shrink... one that I may or may not need to be seeing. Theres somthing about telling someone all the crap that you've done(or going through) that is quite releaving ... and having that seperation and anonomy is also, heh. Balence.
I've been talking to people a bit more. Fragmented as that may sound it's something Im still not quite used to. Im a great listener, and as outgoing as I may passoff as you'll still find me content standing alone in a crowd(for the most part). Self Control.
Im always thinking.
The more I dont say, the most Im actually speaking. Matching words to thoughts is not always based on your vocabulary prowess. Mind the odd pauses. Confusion.
Not sure how this week is going to turn out ... theres tons of factors contributing to my downfall hehe. Responsibility.
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Mmm. I've attached certin memories to songs. Might never tell anyone about them ... but heres a few tracks for those curious *shrug*
Ulrich Schnauss - Nobody's Home <3
Sleepshell - Train
Deftones - Anniversary of an uninteresting event
Placebo - Follow the cops back home
Depeche Mode - Somebody
New Order - Bizarre love triangle
The Smiths - Back to the old house
BT - Remember <3
meh im going to finish ... this is becoming quite onesided.
EDIT : MONDAY MORNING - had a dream/nightmare ... dident like it... wont go back to sleep. *Sigh* 3hrs of sleep... could be worse ... it could come true...
QUOTE: (from the movie WAKING LIFE )
“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities.” -Dr. Seuss
I've been talking to people a bit more. Fragmented as that may sound it's something Im still not quite used to. Im a great listener, and as outgoing as I may passoff as you'll still find me content standing alone in a crowd(for the most part). Self Control.
Im always thinking.
The more I dont say, the most Im actually speaking. Matching words to thoughts is not always based on your vocabulary prowess. Mind the odd pauses. Confusion.
Not sure how this week is going to turn out ... theres tons of factors contributing to my downfall hehe. Responsibility.
_____BREAK ____
Mmm. I've attached certin memories to songs. Might never tell anyone about them ... but heres a few tracks for those curious *shrug*
Ulrich Schnauss - Nobody's Home <3
Sleepshell - Train
Deftones - Anniversary of an uninteresting event
Placebo - Follow the cops back home
Depeche Mode - Somebody
New Order - Bizarre love triangle
The Smiths - Back to the old house
BT - Remember <3
meh im going to finish ... this is becoming quite onesided.
EDIT : MONDAY MORNING - had a dream/nightmare ... dident like it... wont go back to sleep. *Sigh* 3hrs of sleep... could be worse ... it could come true...
QUOTE: (from the movie WAKING LIFE )
“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities.” -Dr. Seuss