Jan 01, 2006 19:34
I went to the park today just sat there and read Psalm 27 and prayed. I really needed it and I'm so glad the Lord let me experience it. God is so near.. and He only leaves me thirsty and hungry for more. I love it. I love it. I drove around afterwards, and I decided I'd drive by my old house and check it out, see how the place was looking. And there just happened to be the ppl from NJ moving in. It was a different emotion. I couldn't swallow for a while. I guess I found comfort in knowing it was in some way still mine, even though I didn't sleep there anymore. But now.. all I could do was reflect on all the great memories. I'l deff. miss it
Everything I know.
And anywhere I go.
It gets hard, but it won't take away my Love.
When the last one falls
When its all said and done
It gets hards.. but it won't take away my Love.....
I'm so excited to see where I'm gonna grow in the Lord this year. What things are going to be thrown at me. I really hope that I mature. Spiritually and mentally. I want to become more of a relaxed, humble, compassionate person. The Lord is just soo good, and I love the way I don't understand anything, yet everything is in place. Each day just trusting HIm where to go and what to do.
I know I'm gonna fail, but let His grace rain down on HIs child. I'm willing to grow and be broken.. if that's what it takes.
"One thing I ask of the Lord,
this is what I seek:
That I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord
and to seek Him in His temple.
for in the day of trouble
He will keep me safe in His dwelling;
He will hide me in the shelter of His tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.
Then my head will be exalted
above the enemies who surround me;
at His tabernacle will I sacrafice with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make music to the Lord.
Hear my voice when I call, O Lord;
be merciful to me and answer me.
My heart says of you, "Seek His face!"
Your face, O Lord, I will seek.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
O God my Savior."
Psalm 27: 4-9