I have so much to learn
I'm sitting here at the new place I will be living and it seems so weird. Just a few days ago me and Quartez were living together and planning where we would move after he got his car in Sep. It's weird how your life can change completely in just one night.
I think each of us look at our own lives and have expectations for ourselves, morals, just who we are.
How come I have become everything I didn't want to be, everything I didn't define myself as.
I do look at all the negativity in a positive way. Maybe I learned something from my bad actions?
I have grown in alot of positive ways, but alot of things have remained unchanged. The insecurites I have I feel has mainfested into the many problems I have with myself.
I didn't expect us to stay together, I didn't really think I deserved for him to stay with me. His beautiful brown eyes looked at me and he spoke and wanted me to comeback and talk to him. God I love that guy.
I think each of us look at our own lives and have expectations for ourselves, morals, just who we are.
How come I have become everything I didn't want to be, everything I didn't define myself as.
I do look at all the negativity in a positive way. Maybe I learned something from my bad actions?
I have grown in alot of positive ways, but alot of things have remained unchanged. The insecurites I have I feel has mainfested into the many problems I have with myself.
I didn't expect us to stay together, I didn't really think I deserved for him to stay with me. His beautiful brown eyes looked at me and he spoke and wanted me to comeback and talk to him. God I love that guy.