Looking for love in all the wrong places..
So school is done with.. *BIG SIGH OF RELIEF*. I still don't know what I made in all my classes.. *keeps fingers crossed*..
I've been thinking about this all day..
Why do I feel like I need a guy to be there for me and love me? Whatever my fucked up reasons for "NEEDING" that, I don't care I want that feeling back.. I can't force it to happen or its not real..
I dont feel content at all right now..
I feel like im just searching, for that one person..
But, I don't want to search...
Why can't I be just like almost every other person my age and not care at all and just fuck everybody? actually no, I wouldn't want to be like that...
But I keep thinking of all the negative things about being inlove and so serious at my age, but if that is what is important to me its not bad is it?
Im hoping,maybe,if possible, its going to happen again soon...
On a lighter note I got two Foxy Brown posters off ebay.. One when she was on the cover of King Magazine (24" x 36"), one of a promo of her last album "Broken Silence".. I also ordered a Kelis poster too.. I think ima get a few more too...LOL
I also FORGOT (HOW COULD I) to post that AMERIE'S NEW ALBUM "TOUCH" IS OUT NOW... IF YOU READING THIS ON MY JOURNY BITCH GO BUY THE ALBUM!
As of right now (it was just released this tuesday) hitsdailydouble is predicting a #3 debut.... Alot better than the first album, but not good enough! Espically the extensive airplay "1 Thing" is getting..
ANYWAY.. GO BUY THE ALBUM!
I've been thinking about this all day..
Why do I feel like I need a guy to be there for me and love me? Whatever my fucked up reasons for "NEEDING" that, I don't care I want that feeling back.. I can't force it to happen or its not real..
I dont feel content at all right now..
I feel like im just searching, for that one person..
But, I don't want to search...
Why can't I be just like almost every other person my age and not care at all and just fuck everybody? actually no, I wouldn't want to be like that...
But I keep thinking of all the negative things about being inlove and so serious at my age, but if that is what is important to me its not bad is it?
Im hoping,maybe,if possible, its going to happen again soon...
On a lighter note I got two Foxy Brown posters off ebay.. One when she was on the cover of King Magazine (24" x 36"), one of a promo of her last album "Broken Silence".. I also ordered a Kelis poster too.. I think ima get a few more too...LOL
I also FORGOT (HOW COULD I) to post that AMERIE'S NEW ALBUM "TOUCH" IS OUT NOW... IF YOU READING THIS ON MY JOURNY BITCH GO BUY THE ALBUM!
As of right now (it was just released this tuesday) hitsdailydouble is predicting a #3 debut.... Alot better than the first album, but not good enough! Espically the extensive airplay "1 Thing" is getting..
ANYWAY.. GO BUY THE ALBUM!