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Do you ever feel suffocated and anxious and that everything is much too much and you just need to get out? That something huge and anvil-sized has just landed on your chest, and the pressure of it there is too much for you to keep going and keep breathing. You need to do something, go somwhere, just to be able to breathe again like you used to? Need to get out, out, out, even if you don't know what out means anymore. Because you know if you don't get out, something absolutely horrible will happen. It doesn't matter where, you just need out. Because you can't breathe where you are, and you don't know if you'll ever breathe properly again if you can't get the god damn anvil off your chest?