somedays i just want to give up
I feel at times like he doesnt even care. he was telling me that he might come down tomarrow but he cant tell me for sure, he says hes going to decide tonight, i asked him why tonight and he said he didnt know, he just wanted to keep an eye out. soo to me that means hes waiting for something better to come up. wouldnt you think that im a good enough reason to come down for a few hours? to make it even better i was telling him while i was at work that i felt like i was going to pass out cuz i havent been feeling to great today and his response was, you should come over today. w/e. i'm going to go do more fucking homework because that is all that my life consists of, work, sleep, school and homework. you know, i have a full time job, and school and im doing all i can to make it so i can go see him, what is he doing for me?