venting.
Im really annoyed at myself that ive lost touch with so many people i care about, and i feel like whenever i do talk to them were just always talking about ME and never really seem to get to them. That is why i think i really need to listen and not yell at people when i dont like what there doing but listen to them. I guess i should have done that then completly blow up at mikki but I can't understand why she would constantly put herself in volnerable situation with someone who basically broke her heart. Although I always knew it wouldnt work out with billy and that i didnt like him from the get go i was nice and friendly towards him that is for as long as i could. And to me the fact that she put me in a situation where i had to sit in a tiny room with him and listen to him speak as if nothing ever happened just makes me want to slap her, and the best part is she still is all cozy with him. I really hope she doesnt read this but if she does mikki im sorry but I dont understand i wish i understood so i could help.
On a lighter note I thin my schedule is finally done changing and although im not pleased with it i guess its better then sitting in a room the size of my bedroom with 35 other people. Oh and just a couple more days till the concert and for those that do read this if your a good friend of mine and want me to get something there for you for christmas i will. Im literally just completly exhausted we got back last night at like 3 and mikki talked for what seemed like hours and i was supposed to get up at nine to go to church but apparently my mom cancelled at the last minute. Hmm but other than that stuff is still pretty good and if your one of those people that ive lost touch with please IM or call me sometime and tell me whats new with you.
FIN.