CONFUSION.
today everything just sort of caught up to me and i just went mad and started crying because im so past being overwhelmed and its emerged into insanity. I got in a enormous battle with my mother about school and of course she was right that im not doing as good as i have to be doing right now some of my grades are as low as a 75 percent yeah. And just now i realize that i have been so tangled in working, school, josh, and drivers ed that i have been paying no attention to Aubrey like at all and i feel horrible. It's so confusing being best friends with two people who are completely diffrent and dont like eachother.. i really wish they did things would be so much easier. Also this weekend im planning on working my ass off basically all weekend except for saturday which is when were all planning on getting dressed up and going shopping, i hope so much that i can go if my mom doesnt let me ill be really sad and even if its only for a couple hours i need a while just to forget about everything and have fun... but im so exhausted and have 3 tests tomorrow so i better go and study.. bye bye