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Why is it that all of a sudden i feel like I'm to old for me friends? that it seems the only thing that the majority of them talk about is boys and pot and drinking i think ill kill myself before i hear, OH MAN i was so drunk last night I blah blah or, Did you see that guy? Ive come to the conclusion that none of them have jobs or anything really going on for them at all I mean who really hangs out with up town white trash and gets drunk with them? all my friends do. There have been moments where ive felt so close to them but right now i couldnt feel farther away. Over the summer id like to think ive grown alot had my first real consistent job and got in a lot of trouble that i had to suffer for. Only one of my friends called me to see how i was doing 1. So maybe i will think about this diffrently tomorrow or the next day or the next because at heart i do love them, and i hope this doesnt affend them, I think its a possibilty i dont fit in with them anymore.
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