Jul 08, 2008 22:54
Wow, I was reading my own entries and jeez, could I BE any more emo?
Haha. I mean, I remember how I was feeling those days, and I guess it was all 'DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA' but oh well. It's funny to read them now, because I don't care as much anymore.
The thing was Courtney was resolved eventurally. We're sorta friends. Sorta. And I'm good with that.
In my life I have my best friends and they're amazing. Chelsea, Stacy, and Brienna mean the world to me. Sure, Stace and Bri space out sometimes, but it's cool. I love them and I know that they love me too. And duh Chelsea loves me. If she didn't, I'd kill her.
Graduating was fun. I mean, it was hot as hell out thay day since we were outside and all, but it's cool. The all night party was pretty sweet, too, and I'm glad to be done with school. I know I'll miss it because I'm the type who will miss high school, but I'm also glad it's done. There's a lot that I'm so ready to be living without.
Ermmm....Swamp Opera is plesantly okay. I wasn't anticipating to have any fun, but I really am. Hannah is a blast, Emily is such a sweetie, and everyone else is amazing. I have a solo, which is really nice. Becky really does seem to have faith in me and value my talent, and it's really not her fault that I couldn't be the part I wanted to be, and it wasn't mine, either. I was good, and my audition was amazing, but sometimes it's outside of that realm and other factors apply. But I'm happy right now with how things are going. It's still a bit hard to watch the audition scenes, but it always is that way. I'll get over that eventually and be totally good. And despite what a lot of people think about Becky, I think she really does care about the kids, especially when you're friends with Ann. I know she wouldn't lie to me. Or at least, I hope so. Haha.
Life is pretty good. I have no real complaints. Gas is a bitch, and work sometimes is a whore, but oh well. I'm okay with life as it is. I'm content, and that's pretty sweet.
Love <3
Julie =^.^=