Mar 06, 2006 19:20
I'm in a pissy mood tonight anyways. I have a headache - yet again. But that's common on the first few days of a new patch, without wearing one for a week. So I'm just pissy. Corbin slept with me all night last night (regardless of the fact that I had only 3 hours of sleep yesterday) and Lee worked from 11:30am (when I woke up) until about 6:30 or so.
Mom has had an attitude all day, so that put me in a pissy mood. So that's where all this frustration is coming from..
Lee seems to be making it a habit of making it out like Corbin just loves him so much more than me. It really irritates me, because you know what? I just spent 6 weeks of my life alone, caring for this child. What did you do? Nothing. Sat in a jail cell. Big fucking deal.
He'll say little things like "Yeah, he always smiles when he can see me but when I leave, he starts crying and fussing." or some shit like that. Maybe I'm being oversensitive. But I just think saying shit like that seems like he's saying "Corbin loves me more than you and all that you did for him to nurture him while I was gone means nothing."