i must say

[only2be_with_u]

for the recent events that have gone on this past week and year, both Christmas days went well. I was definitely spoiled with love and it was nice. i stayed and talked to my mom til 2 in the am before i went home. woke up late and slept through 5 missed calls and my 6 alarms and was crying because i was suppose to wake up. i wasnt out late partying i was talking to mom. i even put gas in my car the night before so i could be allll ready to go. and i failed. but it was ok. daddy said to drive safe and be careful and to call him when i got on the road. it was nice.

it was hard with out sammy. she's been around for so long, i picked her out at the pet store that used to be right by target on beach blvd. and now...she's just gone. i never got to say goodbye. i dont want to elaborate because ill start crying and i'm in front of the whole family on dad's side.

on a happier note, i talked to my grandma on dad's side. she was in the hospital and i am thankful i was able to share a moment with her and my grandpa over the phone. I got their e-mail so i can keep in communication.

i arrived here in tears, i couldnt hold it in anymore. phew. keep it together. ive been doing well. i have to be strong for my family and my mom especially.

i hope everybody had a merry Christmas and remembered the true meaning of that day.