Tell me something so typical. A lullaby or something miserable.
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you
I feel like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things
I guess I'll see you around
Inside, it bottles up until now
As I walk out your door
All I can hear is the sound of
Always. And I'm done.
If there's a God at Heaven's door, do you think He wants me anymore?
It's all left up to circumstances, a whole life filled with second chances.
Everybody hates and everybody dies.
Begin to separate a world that's full of lies.
It's the way you're there, then pull away.
The way you seem to kill me a little more each day.
You used to be my closest ally
In this cold cold world of deception and lies
You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I cut your line
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win
'Cause I'm born to lose
Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide
Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
And walk away. Walk away.
Fuck you firefly
Have you lost your light
Now I hate your ways
'cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
Such a sorry end
Now I don't know why
So I choke and smile
(It's a long wait) is there anything
(For an answer) worth looking for
(Is there any news) worth loving for
(Is there any word) worth lying for
(Is there trauma) is there anything
(Or a struggle) worth waiting for
(Am I missing) worth living for
(Was the body found) worth dying for
Dig a ditch deep enough
To keep you clear of the sun
You've been burned more than once
You don't think much of trust
I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get... So much more... So much more..
I'll give you this picture... Keep it... and don't be scared.
My eyes burn from these tears
You think you'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment
I take back everything i've said
You would, those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Lie to me
Give me something worth living for
Tell me a reason worth fighting for
Give me anything, anything to keep me breathing.
Cross out these days
on the calendar
It hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
I care anymore.
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
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