. He believes in me .
It was just another story, printed on the second page Underneath the tigers football score.
It said he was only 18, a boy about my age, They found him face down on his bedroom floor
And there'll be services on friday, at the Lawrence Funeral Home.
Then out on Morrisville Highway they'll lay him beneath the stone.
How do you get that lonely? How do you hurt that bad?
To make the call that havin no life at all, is better than the life that you had.
How do you feel so empty, You wanna let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody knows.. ?
Did his gf break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol
Did his mom and daddy forget to say I love you son
Did no one see the writing on the wall?
Im not blaming anybody, we all do the best we can
I know my sights 20/20 but I still don't understand
How do you get that lonely... ?
... but it's hard not to be this lonely ...
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay.
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day.
So tired of the straight life
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back.
And the storm keeps on twisting
keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack.
And when I'm in his arms
he swears there's no one else
Is he deceiving me
Or am I deceiving myself?
I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breathe...
or am I the reason you cry...
I just can't live without you... I love you. <3
Without you I was lost
In a world gone astray
But, now you're beside me
Each step of the way,
Jesus.
Give thanks in all circumstances.