am i a slut
my hips hurt from dancing.
friday was a hella long day. my original lunch date got cancelled so i called a friend who had just returned to the country and somehow ended up eating two meals with her family... oops. by the time we finally got to the city, it was time for dinner part 2 and shots part 1-5. it's so weird to drink with my girl friends because i never know when i should stop... my tolerance is pretty significantly greater than theirs but it makes me feel crazy when they're rolling around already but im still fine. but anyway. the dancing.
even though it was a sports bar, they played pretty good music (but nothing really compares to boystown or c street...). but one thing hit me as i was dancing... am i kind of a slut? i realized i basically let whoever wants to dance with me dance with me. if they're cute or tall, i get a little friendlier. but even if they're ugly and creepo, i'll let them have their fun for a little bit before i pretend to be with someone else or something. on friday, there was a guy (who was pretty cute, albeit kinda short) whose butt mine grazed for longer than an accident . my butt ended up in his crotch and i really didn't bother doing anything about it. his hands might also have wound up under my skirt. my hands might also have wound up pulling his hair.
anyway, thinking about this and previous dancing experiences, i feel like i always end up dancing with some guy even though i'm out with a group of my girl friends. even at gay bars. idk, do i make it too easy? am i doing something wrong/right/idk? should i stop? am i being a slut? i mean, if you put it another way,
my ass is sore from grinding.
friday was a hella long day. my original lunch date got cancelled so i called a friend who had just returned to the country and somehow ended up eating two meals with her family... oops. by the time we finally got to the city, it was time for dinner part 2 and shots part 1-5. it's so weird to drink with my girl friends because i never know when i should stop... my tolerance is pretty significantly greater than theirs but it makes me feel crazy when they're rolling around already but im still fine. but anyway. the dancing.
even though it was a sports bar, they played pretty good music (but nothing really compares to boystown or c street...). but one thing hit me as i was dancing... am i kind of a slut? i realized i basically let whoever wants to dance with me dance with me. if they're cute or tall, i get a little friendlier. but even if they're ugly and creepo, i'll let them have their fun for a little bit before i pretend to be with someone else or something. on friday, there was a guy (who was pretty cute, albeit kinda short) whose butt mine grazed for longer than an accident . my butt ended up in his crotch and i really didn't bother doing anything about it. his hands might also have wound up under my skirt. my hands might also have wound up pulling his hair.
anyway, thinking about this and previous dancing experiences, i feel like i always end up dancing with some guy even though i'm out with a group of my girl friends. even at gay bars. idk, do i make it too easy? am i doing something wrong/right/idk? should i stop? am i being a slut? i mean, if you put it another way,
my ass is sore from grinding.