Continuationo f the last post...
Okay another entry, because that one was getting long... So after we were allowed to go on the shoulder of the highway and get oughta there. I went to Visit Uli and Krisu :D in Aurora Illinois. Fweee.. Uli is cute lol and short... o.o and they make a good couple. We had dinner at this little place, and he was wearing a tux, can you believe it?! lol. Krisu's like, oooo, "I finnaly get to touch casssie boobies ;D"
Then I drove up to Wisconsin, and byt the time i got the the border there, I was tired beyond belief. The only thing keeping me awake at that time, was the talk radio, because music made me sleepy. So I was listening to some trucker radio station. Then it got to overwhelming, to I had to stop at the next Rest Area. I mean it does say REST area... So i slept there for about 3 hours then I was on my way. ABout an hour and a half later I was getting tired again, and I stopped someplace near minnesota, still about 2-3 hours away. and I stopped for some more shut eye. But, I didn't get home until about 7:30 in the morning, when I had left the day earlier, at 7am in the morning. 8 am Eastern time. So yeah, it took me 24.5 hours to get home. It was an adventure lol.I'd do it again too!
Well, then thats when things got bad. Me and Daniel fought for about a month straight. Making up then almost instantly, if i said a word wrong he'd snap at me. And I got to the point where, even though I love, I don't know why anymore. And he's the one saying Im fucking some other girl. Even though I know he's not, its the fact that he said it, about 16 times. I never said anything to that degree throughout our fighting. I mean, gods, he broke up with me on my birthday... of all the days in the year, it had to be that _day_... I had a lousy birthday, I was crying, and he never cared. Not once. He even told me that...My mom told me then, that he wasn't worth all the fuss, and all the tears, and that they should be saves for other days in the future. But be shed in tears of happiness then fear or pain.(pang).
Anyways... Now he wont even leave me along... Haha, I should post a letter he sent to me on Gamertagpics.com. I mean, laugh all you want... its sorta funny... He can't even spell was right. I don't even remember why i fell in love with him... maybe because he wanted a family, and at the time thats all i really wanted.
Buuuutt, now I know I should wait a while, get a college ed-ju-ma-cation, and a good job. Then a good husband. One that won't lie about getting me an engagement, instead actually purpose old-fashionedly... Thats what I'd really want. If its while we're out walking through a park in the fall, with the leaves falling. Or in the Winter, alone, in our apartment, or wherever, together. Just things that are romantic... He never seemed that romantic 'at all'. he thought romance was talking me to the movies, and buying me popcorn and fries. We went to movies 4 times... that one week i was there... But what was I to do... When we were camping, we went on a trail out to an outpost, and he barely held my hand, just like, my fingertips. heh...
Anyways... enough of that... I have work to do.
Then I drove up to Wisconsin, and byt the time i got the the border there, I was tired beyond belief. The only thing keeping me awake at that time, was the talk radio, because music made me sleepy. So I was listening to some trucker radio station. Then it got to overwhelming, to I had to stop at the next Rest Area. I mean it does say REST area... So i slept there for about 3 hours then I was on my way. ABout an hour and a half later I was getting tired again, and I stopped someplace near minnesota, still about 2-3 hours away. and I stopped for some more shut eye. But, I didn't get home until about 7:30 in the morning, when I had left the day earlier, at 7am in the morning. 8 am Eastern time. So yeah, it took me 24.5 hours to get home. It was an adventure lol.I'd do it again too!
Well, then thats when things got bad. Me and Daniel fought for about a month straight. Making up then almost instantly, if i said a word wrong he'd snap at me. And I got to the point where, even though I love, I don't know why anymore. And he's the one saying Im fucking some other girl. Even though I know he's not, its the fact that he said it, about 16 times. I never said anything to that degree throughout our fighting. I mean, gods, he broke up with me on my birthday... of all the days in the year, it had to be that _day_... I had a lousy birthday, I was crying, and he never cared. Not once. He even told me that...My mom told me then, that he wasn't worth all the fuss, and all the tears, and that they should be saves for other days in the future. But be shed in tears of happiness then fear or pain.(pang).
Anyways... Now he wont even leave me along... Haha, I should post a letter he sent to me on Gamertagpics.com. I mean, laugh all you want... its sorta funny... He can't even spell was right. I don't even remember why i fell in love with him... maybe because he wanted a family, and at the time thats all i really wanted.
Buuuutt, now I know I should wait a while, get a college ed-ju-ma-cation, and a good job. Then a good husband. One that won't lie about getting me an engagement, instead actually purpose old-fashionedly... Thats what I'd really want. If its while we're out walking through a park in the fall, with the leaves falling. Or in the Winter, alone, in our apartment, or wherever, together. Just things that are romantic... He never seemed that romantic 'at all'. he thought romance was talking me to the movies, and buying me popcorn and fries. We went to movies 4 times... that one week i was there... But what was I to do... When we were camping, we went on a trail out to an outpost, and he barely held my hand, just like, my fingertips. heh...
Anyways... enough of that... I have work to do.