A breathe of fresh air...in my clouded mind and soul...
WELL! the last couple of weeks have been so fucking hectic...irritating...and self-frustrating. i've cried my tears and barred my teeth...grinded my jaw...EVERYTHING! and i'm DONE! i'm done with this bitching because i need to get more serious goddamnit!
school is just...i feel this new breathe of fresh air...i'm more determined now...(it took a couple of people who gave a couple of lectures in CLASS...and going to the kava festival to make me realize it) but DAMN! i have to get off my lazy ass and start fucking going to school!
SO TODAY!! i'm actually going to study! yeah for a class that i'm not going to have for like 4 DAYS! then when i get home i'm going to do my oceanography reading for my lecture, lab, and quiz tomorrow...
there is a time where you have to put your foot down, look at yourself, and really think about it. not just about who you are but what you stand for. and ever since i got here i've lost sight of that...of who i am and what i'm doing out here...my reasons that propel me to be so GUNG-HO about school and getting an education! i've found that again...and damnit...i'm not letting it go again!
it's time for a change...
and i'm finally taking the risk.
-j
school is just...i feel this new breathe of fresh air...i'm more determined now...(it took a couple of people who gave a couple of lectures in CLASS...and going to the kava festival to make me realize it) but DAMN! i have to get off my lazy ass and start fucking going to school!
SO TODAY!! i'm actually going to study! yeah for a class that i'm not going to have for like 4 DAYS! then when i get home i'm going to do my oceanography reading for my lecture, lab, and quiz tomorrow...
there is a time where you have to put your foot down, look at yourself, and really think about it. not just about who you are but what you stand for. and ever since i got here i've lost sight of that...of who i am and what i'm doing out here...my reasons that propel me to be so GUNG-HO about school and getting an education! i've found that again...and damnit...i'm not letting it go again!
it's time for a change...
and i'm finally taking the risk.
-j