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dont you feel like sometimes things just dont go your way? Like today for example. I went to gay ass wal mart. never bought one god damn thing. why? cause i was looking for non-idolized sea salt. all they had was idolized. WHY? i even looked at makeup. nope, nothing there. i even tried to make myself buy something and that didnt even work. sometimes i just hate wal mart. i feel like shit to. i got home from scotts at 2:00 and i had to pee really badly at 7. so i thought okay go pee go back to bed. well as soon as i walked down stairs someone was in the bathroom taking their god damn time. so i had to wait for 20 mins and by the time i got in the bathroom i was so pissed off that i couldnt go back to sleep. then i tried to go back to sleep at 10 and that didnt work so i just got up. like wtf. i cant even sleep more then 5 hours anymore? thats great. how am i ever suppose to function if i cant even sleep anymore. im so sick of it. im just in a really bad mood. i want to see scott. i should have bought the mario party 7 at wal mart. but i thought that maybe scott and i could get it off e-bay or amazon for cheaper then 60 dollars plus tax. i just really wanted to buy something and i didnt. i hate that feeling. when you cant find anything you want. and nothing is really going your way.sometimes i hate being up early. then when scott gets up im tired and i want to go nap but he just got up. i just wish i could sleep like every other normal person in the world. it doesnt help either that i have bug bites all over my ass for some odd reason. oi. why cant it just be tonight:(