006. disappointments
I don't trust people that easily. I don't let my guard go down that fast. I try not to depend on too many people because I know it won't let me get that far.
I guess that's what people call the imperfections of life. You will have what you really need but you won't be able to have everything.
I admit it's hard to accept that at the beginning. It's hard dealing with first disappointments, first realizations, first everything.
Of course through time, I learned how to deal with the imperfections and accept life as how I am destined to live it.
I am not asking people to treat me like a spoiled brat and give me what I want all the time, because that is a bit insane and I am still rational enough to not wish for that kind of thing.
I just want to not be disappointed. If you can't do it, then tell it to me the first time and don't agree to it.
It just lifts my hopes up only to be disappointed in the long run and I admit it hurts even more.
I guess that's what people call the imperfections of life. You will have what you really need but you won't be able to have everything.
I admit it's hard to accept that at the beginning. It's hard dealing with first disappointments, first realizations, first everything.
Of course through time, I learned how to deal with the imperfections and accept life as how I am destined to live it.
I am not asking people to treat me like a spoiled brat and give me what I want all the time, because that is a bit insane and I am still rational enough to not wish for that kind of thing.
I just want to not be disappointed. If you can't do it, then tell it to me the first time and don't agree to it.
It just lifts my hopes up only to be disappointed in the long run and I admit it hurts even more.