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[onesexypepito]

sometimes when im not surrounded with everything
and i'm alone, as i often find i am lately,
i reflect and i think
and for some reason i get completely
afraid
scared to death
of where i am and how im feeling
i've never wanted anything
if i dont want you
i'm sorry im going away
i know you are excited and you want me to go
but i'll miss out on so much of you i feel like
and im so scared of getting replaced
so even if you are around
you'll wonder why you took the time
because those little things might not remind you of me anymore
and that could never be your fault
you have to live
but i guess thats how it rolls
little replacements
things like the beach
do you remember the beach?
it will always remind me of you
but you'll have so many other memories there
so many other moments
that don't involve me
that though no matter where i am
and i touch the sand
i'm thinking of you
because to me you are the water
the ocean blue,
maybe when you walk near those waves
you're mind will find another day
a day where i couldn't fill your time
maybe out of sight and mind
if only i could have every moment with you
steal it away from anyone else
i would steal them all
i would steal every one of them
i would steal from time if i could
i'd steal from your heart and take it with me
but i know i gotta let you fly
and hope i'm where you land
hope i'm home to you