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my love is numb
my heart is breaking; why can't u see
what is hurting me, inside and out.
emotionally im out of control, woundering why, i cant be in control my feelings run deep, it hurts when its hurting
and when it doesnt its when i think of u...
my heart is a pin-coushtion for ur wrong doing
every forshadow brings me deeper and deeper;
woundering if its confusion, blindness, or my own wrong doing.
hoping u'll try to understand me
REALLY try to figure me out;& accept me too,
wishing u'll be there whenever i need u the most.
My souls' a cadge for carrying many burdans; many peers redundently said.
i wounder,is staying, making more?
more that would hurt me, or set me free from them?
how close is it to close for someone to break ur heart and still say "i love u?", and do it all over again?
how much is too much?
how little is too little? is it enough?
But some times it feels like a dream,
some persone i hope he'd be, instead of the person he truely is.
in my dreams ur always there knocking at my door ;just like prince charming; u sweept me off my feet.
but when i awake ur nothing but a dream.
i am no reece witherspoon; i sleep in when i can.
im not an "A" student; i make average grades.
i'm not perfect; i die my hair weird colors; dressing however i feel.
but im best in everything when im happy, happy around u.
if u only knew why i do the things that i do.....
just wish u knew; if u only knew, how much love i have for u.
and how much i wish u could be more open with sharing urs.
please dont shut me out when i need u the most,
when i call i dont know why ur upset or if i did/didnt anything wrong;
dont ignore me because i need u, love u, and miss u so much......
cant u see that im out of control?
cant u see that when im truely sad,
even if i try to hid it with a smile,
that smile isnt as much of a smile as when im most happy.
when i say "yea im fine." that its just a cover up for me
so u dont have to worry bout me.
when im truely smiling u can tell, the whole room around me lights up.
well atleast my face does.
dont know why u cant see that, after all, MAY.
how much is too much?
how little is too little? is it enough?
MAYbe u cant, MAYbe u can see& just choose not2let me know that u do.
most/some people can tell these things about each other.....
what mood one's in by the tone in ones voice, how much thier smile reaches each ear, and by the way one another reacts around each other.........
simply, love's not a complex mathmatic equation.
Love shows how much each1 feels4 each other and much more.
love is just a phase, they say; but is it really?
my heart is breaking; why can't u see
what is hurting me, inside and out.
emotionally im out of control, woundering why, i cant be in control my feelings run deep, it hurts when its hurting
and when it doesnt its when i think of u...
my heart is a pin-coushtion for ur wrong doing
every forshadow brings me deeper and deeper;
woundering if its confusion, blindness, or my own wrong doing.
hoping u'll try to understand me
REALLY try to figure me out;& accept me too,
wishing u'll be there whenever i need u the most.
My souls' a cadge for carrying many burdans; many peers redundently said.
i wounder,is staying, making more?
more that would hurt me, or set me free from them?
how close is it to close for someone to break ur heart and still say "i love u?", and do it all over again?
how much is too much?
how little is too little? is it enough?
But some times it feels like a dream,
some persone i hope he'd be, instead of the person he truely is.
in my dreams ur always there knocking at my door ;just like prince charming; u sweept me off my feet.
but when i awake ur nothing but a dream.
i am no reece witherspoon; i sleep in when i can.
im not an "A" student; i make average grades.
i'm not perfect; i die my hair weird colors; dressing however i feel.
but im best in everything when im happy, happy around u.
if u only knew why i do the things that i do.....
just wish u knew; if u only knew, how much love i have for u.
and how much i wish u could be more open with sharing urs.
please dont shut me out when i need u the most,
when i call i dont know why ur upset or if i did/didnt anything wrong;
dont ignore me because i need u, love u, and miss u so much......
cant u see that im out of control?
cant u see that when im truely sad,
even if i try to hid it with a smile,
that smile isnt as much of a smile as when im most happy.
when i say "yea im fine." that its just a cover up for me
so u dont have to worry bout me.
when im truely smiling u can tell, the whole room around me lights up.
well atleast my face does.
dont know why u cant see that, after all, MAY.
how much is too much?
how little is too little? is it enough?
MAYbe u cant, MAYbe u can see& just choose not2let me know that u do.
most/some people can tell these things about each other.....
what mood one's in by the tone in ones voice, how much thier smile reaches each ear, and by the way one another reacts around each other.........
simply, love's not a complex mathmatic equation.
Love shows how much each1 feels4 each other and much more.
love is just a phase, they say; but is it really?