how can life be this upsetting
how would you feel if every little thing your tried to do was going to around in circles, pointlessly doning nothing when your tring do achieve alot and help others.yet, when its one of my most important days in my life so far,i am so upset , sad, stressed out and whatever else you can think of thats sad and unhappy. i keep telling myself i hate feeling this way , i really do, but i happens everyonce in awhile. i try not to think about the negative things in life holding people back from doing what they need to do.....trying to accomplish alot ...not making mistakes ....just doing everything right but not every thing happens with out mistakes or is done with perfection.its really stupid , i watch my life go by and want to do the right things in life . i see friends unable to make their own choices and its just depressing.i see my self unable to pick out the right prom shoes for my dress and thats a sadd and upsetting feeling words wont explain.with all the desicions i try to make only 1/4 to 1/2 of them might be wrong or might be right. i have not got my permit/liscense yet and still out of work. i like to achieve alot but when i have people who arent good to be around or make me feel sad or bring me down i just have to break away.