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has anyone been to stoneham, mass? my step brothers live there and its one place i've looked into moving. its 20 minutes from boston, less than an hour from hana, and not far from maine. so i guess its in between. ugh, i just need a change. i return to work tuesday, and its only for half days. i'm SO not looking forward to it. but i do need the money.
i'm so sick of being lonely. oh course i would need a roommate in order to move....but who.
i hate watching tv alone, i hate just being in my place alone. i might visit hana this weekend, and maybe matt and ashley. matt said he would visit hana with me, but that depends on hana's mood. and i miss matt like fucking crazy. he told me he misses me too and that he hopes i know that. long distance relationships kind of suck. i mean it is just massachusettes, but still. when you haven't seen someone you like in over two weeks, makes it really hard. and being sick does not help at all. but i'm getting better. my throat doesn't hurt so much, but i'm still tired and weak. i find myself not staying out or up late. i go to bed around 730!! haha. oh well.
i have such an empty feeling inside of me.
i'm so sick of being lonely. oh course i would need a roommate in order to move....but who.
i hate watching tv alone, i hate just being in my place alone. i might visit hana this weekend, and maybe matt and ashley. matt said he would visit hana with me, but that depends on hana's mood. and i miss matt like fucking crazy. he told me he misses me too and that he hopes i know that. long distance relationships kind of suck. i mean it is just massachusettes, but still. when you haven't seen someone you like in over two weeks, makes it really hard. and being sick does not help at all. but i'm getting better. my throat doesn't hurt so much, but i'm still tired and weak. i find myself not staying out or up late. i go to bed around 730!! haha. oh well.
i have such an empty feeling inside of me.