Mar 19, 2009 01:54
something is askew and pulling too hard to port.
I don't think it's the meds, but it seems I've been feeling really irate-able lately...
Co-dependent my ass, caring isn't... and I only handle so much then I'm through..
I will not re fight demons I've already lost so much to. Not without costing someone dearly.
I do not play this game fairly and have no intention of doing so. Because that's all it is, anything else is just one giant fucking delusion. And I sure as won't do it without letting my inner monster out for a spin. If I have to do this, there will be a price.
I do not like being put back into past hells, I despise it and will have retribution of some kind.