Sep 09, 2004 20:11
Dennis is being a dick like always. I should've hit him more the other night. I put up with too much of his shit. I don't like him at all. I don't like Lou either. They are both idiots. Dennis is trying to punish Justin for doing something that he does. They are so stupid. I can't wait to get out of here. I wish I could live with Cheska. Things would be better then. I'm going to ask her if I can. I'm going to get a job and ask her parents if I can pay some rent and stay there. I'll give them my whole paycheck if they want. I'll clean up the house all the time. Ha ha. Now Dennis and Lou are trying to kiss my ass. Fuck them. I'll work as much as I can and give all the money to Cheska's parents. It's fine with me. I'll live by their rules. I don't need a room. I'll sleep on the couch like I did the other day. I'll clean up after myself. I'll do as much as I can.
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I'm feeling very dark now. This song is bringing me back to my old Misfits days...way way back...in the back of my mind. Finding that pure black light. It's great. Wanna come out and kill with me tonight? I want to taste blood...