And our love become a funeral pyre
Last night was kind of rough. I got into a fist fight with my dad (which I think I pretty much won). I trashed some stuff in the house and then left. That was like some time between 9 and 10. Then I left and walked to Cheska's house which took about an hour or an hour and a half. I was going to just sleep on her doorstep instead of going inside or knocking. I saw that her dad wasn't home and her lights were on so I knocked. Her mom opened the door and let me in. She asked me if I was ok and I started to tear up. She hugged me and stuff and asked if Justin was here. I told her no because I walked over there. She fixed me supper and gave me some clothes to change into. When she called Cheska she said "Franci, Austin." Cheska thought that her mom meant that I was on the phone so she told her mom to "bring it here." Her mom said no and Cheska came out and was surprised when she saw me sitting on the couch "looking innocent as fuck." We hung out and talked and snuggled and stuff. I ended up spending the night which was really really awesome. We talked and hung out and stuff. We went to sleep at like 1 or 2. I told her mom that if she didn't want me to be there I could leave. I don't know where I would've gone. I woke up kinda early when her mom went outside to do something. She patted me on the head and told me to go back to sleep. :-D. It made me feel good. I woke up some time later and waited for Cheska to wake up. She is so adorable. We snuggled a whole lot today. I really really liked it. I hope I get to spend the night some time again. It was really fun and we didn't even break any of her parents' rules. She stayed in her room all night and I stayed on the couch. I love her and her family.