"Now that i'm doing things right for myself and taking care of myself is when all these problems come out. But..when i was doing shitty things to my body like drugs, no sleep, no excerise, and cigarettes i had no worries and everything was good."
Yeah, it's always like that, and it's so fucking strange. I mean, I guess whenever anyone is in that state of mind of just having fun, they just look for their next "high" - aka - a drink, drug, party, fuck, whatever. However, when you get this new perspective on what is going on in life and how you are changing your ways, I guess you come to realize a lot more - stuff you wish you could just push behind but you can't mask it with anything anymore...you know? I mean, I might not have been OR be in the same place as you, but a lot of people know that feeling...and it sucks
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feel better.. find a new hobby or place to hang out or a new friend and then maybe you can meet someone and put a new thing in your daily routine!
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Yeah, it's always like that, and it's so fucking strange. I mean, I guess whenever anyone is in that state of mind of just having fun, they just look for their next "high" - aka - a drink, drug, party, fuck, whatever. However, when you get this new perspective on what is going on in life and how you are changing your ways, I guess you come to realize a lot more - stuff you wish you could just push behind but you can't mask it with anything anymore...you know? I mean, I might not have been OR be in the same place as you, but a lot of people know that feeling...and it sucks
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Lets chill soon.
thanks
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